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Sexuality issues

2021.12.09 07:26 Flimsy-Still-8422 Sexuality issues

Q: Im a baptised Orthodox Christian in the UK, I had a traumatic upbringing and subsequent tough life, I've struggled with Orthodoxy due to sexual,physical and emotional abuse in childhood with the "religious guilt and shame" rammed down my throat. In my heart I love the Orthodox faith so much, I have fell away from the faith a couple of times over the years due to huge trust issues more than anything else, please forgive me as this isn't easy and struggle with expressing myself in written word. Anyways, I , as a child, would sneak into my parents bedroom and location my father's pornography VHS tape cassettes, this was in the late 70s early 80's. It was my only understanding of sexuality as on my council estate people didn't discuss sex with therevchildren, from what I heard. It was vile and disgusting porn and it really affected me but it's all I knew. A month ago I spent a week facing all of my sins I've committed and all the hurts I've caused through my entire life and it was tough. I finally did my first confession with my spiritual Father and it was incredible. Sobbed like a baby, I've felt great since but my spiritual Father said the demons will attempt to make me believe my I'm still the old man and do not entertain them. I'm married to my Orthodox wife but we're having a separation period due to healing all this, she's been away a while now and I've started having vivid sexual dreams, predominantly homosexual and find it repulsive but they are more intense than ever, I don't masterbate but keep having tempting thoughts, see women naked in the street it's crazy. What I'm getting at is finding gay stuff in my dad's porn really warped my sense of sexuality tied in with my mother being beaten and abused and my father bullying me making out I wasn't a man and I would never amount to anything. I've been a boxer , martial artist and doorman over the years and it's all trying to impress my dad. Why all this gay dreams and visions ? I'm very heterosexual but it's all coming up since that deep confession ? Hope this makes some sense. Lord have mercy on this sinner
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