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2021.12.09 06:56 BlackShadow007 [HIRING] Social Media & Crypto Community Management Manager at Raiinmaker
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2021.12.09 06:56 Little_Platypus1642 Anyone have any thoughts on this Ubisoft and Tezos news.
2021.12.09 06:56 LynTheWitch Unable to feel "rewarded" by achievements + consistency issues. A part of my story + what i try to do about it. Can you relate? Can you help? [Long post!]
Hi, i (35f from France) spent a lot of time, energy and a little money the last decade to take care of my mental health, heal myself from childhood trauma, and i must say i know i have walked a long way and changed a lot in a good way. (But still i don't feel "happy" about it, see below)
Some context : My main issues were a very bad relationship with parents, somewhat not terrible with mother but awful with father. The two of them were on hardcore mode, my father very strict, angry and despotic, my mother in an "endure in silence" way. I realized later that is was not a normal thing to cry yourself to sleep every night as a child, or never having felt "emotionally safe" with parents.
When my father snapped, he also spanked us when he considered we were particularly bad, but overall it was not the norm, the fear was more the norm. He ruled by fear and anger. He always had the last word and controlled everything. Was very critical too.
I wont go into the details of why and how they became that way, but there are real serious reasons, and after a hate/very angry long phase, for my own sake, i forgave them, and established new boundaries after some open conversations about childhood. My father changed a lot. He tried his best with what he had, that is to say not much. I still don't have a close relationship with them, though i try to push little by little their way as long as they behave properly. In this way im feeling like educating my own bloodline but in reverse, like teaching them how to speak to one another without being mean, critical, "joking" about other's flaws without being sure it doesnt hurt them, without anger, yelling etc...
Being higly sensitive and emotional in a emotionally harsh environment like that was pretty unbalancing. I ended up being super hardcore to protect myself. I'm still very good at being a total unemotional bitch when someone has to take the boot, not afraid of anything besides being confined (makes sense right?) and i apparently have a death stare that keeps me safe haha. I still am very perturbed afterwards when there is conflict, shaken and needing to isolate, but overall i can say that i at least extracted from childhood that skill of fighting when i must.
Of course, i HAD to do something scientific, so i did, just to be left alone. Went through the studies and then, collapsed 10 years ago.
So, i took care of my anger issues (surprise surprise!) and ended up with a tool i can use instead of it using me. Pretty neat. I am far better at not taking things personnaly, and far more serene and happy.
I struggled with deep and chronic depression, and know now how to navigate it and the progress i made lets me accept the sad phases and let them go. They still are there but thats far better than before.
Today's issue : But i have lots of anxious times still. A procrastination issue that sometimes eats me up, i often start someting and never finish it, drawn to the minutia of it and ending up exhausted and never coming back to it.
I know where it comes from. Already as an infp the tendencies for procrastination and perfectionism about that one thing are there ; and add that to an ever criticizing father for whom what i do is never enough... I mean, he was proud of me, i was good at school, very good. But if i wasnt the best it wasnt enough. And if i was the best it wasnt enough either. I know he did this because he saw "potential" and wanted to push me further, but it made me work avoidant, it made me hate piano although i loved it so much in the first place, stop singing because i felt unsafe being so vulnerable, and it made me never satisfied with whatever thing i do.
So i know WHY im not emotionnally educated to feel "satisfied" with what i do, and i know that it plays a huge part in why im anxious to start working, and why even when i exceptionnaly muster the bravery to FINISH something, i don't feel ANYTHING about it. its just a void.
My bf was the one that pointed me out that discrepancy : when i do arts in some way and he finds it pretty, nice, or any good, or impressed by what i can "easily" do by myself, or the long studies i have completed, but i'm being "Meh" myself about it, he's shocked and i really dont feel like a " normal person " (i mean, even less that usual haha). I feel crippled.
I can be happy when DOING something i love, but once its done, i never feel the sense of achievement and it's like i instantly forget i did this. Im every time a noob at all things. Almost convinced i suck anyway, and i will fail if i do it again. Very weird, cause my mind know it not to be true, but theres just a void of feelings. THAT is a weird thing to notice for an emotional person haha. Almost a black hole sensation. Something should be there, but there is no space nor time nor even... reality?
Well it's a good thing to keep my ego in check i guess, or absence of it really (to the point of thinking i dont exist, maybe not that good then xD), but i think its unhealthy because that is something that i do not chose, something that i undergo passively. And something that prevents me from moving forward and does not help me into the "value yourself" thing.
So i'm looking for a stategy to educate myself about this. I managed to change my relationship with other emotions, and inner dialogues plays a huge part in this, self respect, sane boundaries with people, etc. I think as i didnt develop it as a child it will be difficult but i think it can be done.
So, do some of you relate with this " no satisfaction"=> no consistency issue? What is your approach to this? Do you have some tips, any advice?
What i'll try to do, in the meantime of finding more relevant advice here or elswhere : -congratulate and encourage myself xD
It seems so FAKE and stupid when i do it, but well, if i have to do my parent's job of emotional teaching, i guess starting with the basics can't hurt...
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2021.12.09 06:56 disco-bees 28[F4A] A Handful, but doing my best. I don't want to do it alone.
I've been lurking here for a long while now, back and forthing about whether or not to give this a try, and decided just now... I might as well. As a warning, this will be a kind of long post, and im going to be very open and honest about myself as I am tired of getting my hopes up. If emotional tenderness and sensitive topics are something that you don't like, you may want to just... not waste your time. But if you do read, thank you, and know I already like you a bit more just for hearing me out.
I have been through a lot in my life. I won't get into it here, but you can feel to ask in private, as long as you are respectful and patient if im not ready to fully open up about stuff right away. :) I start out with this because I believe that in trying to form a lasting relationship, a potential partner should know what they're getting into. I struggle with mental illness, and have for many years. Right now, I'm doing quite well for the most part. I have learned a lot of skills that help me cope, and have learned a lot about myself which helps me to continue to better myself. My issues mainly effect my self confidence, serotonin levels, and ability to socialize comfortably. These usually manifest as depression, bouts of intense social anxiety, and the need to self isolate for varied lengths of time. I am a person who benefits greatly from both friends and romantic partners who are patient, loving, understanding, and willing to have difficult conversations from time to time.
If that didn't scare you away, congratulations to the both of us! To you for being a kind person willing to give even the post a read, and to me for still having your attention :3
When I have become comfortable with a person, I tend to think (and have been told by important folks in my life ) that I am a pretty fun person. I love telling jokes, playing harmless pranks (never hurtful things!), complimenting those I care about, supporting people however I can. As for my interests, I'm very very into gaming, books, forums, YouTube stuff, fandoms, card games... your standard nerd fare. If you get me going about the lore behind a piece of media I love, you'll probably never get me quiet, haha.
My love language is often nonverbal... sometimes I struggle to out loud say how much someone means to me, out of fear they won't say it back. But you can bet your buns I'll send you memes tailored to your humor and hobbies, shower you with small gifts, cook for you when you're around, and lean into you for physical touch... and also probably stare at you a lot when you aren't looking.
I have two masters degrees, one in electronic music and recording media, the other in interdisciplinary computer science. Right now I'm employed full time as a supervisor at a factory where we 3d print home electronics. (Under an NDA, so I won't divulge more here, haha). I prefer that my partners also be employed, as I have goals for marriage and future home ownership.
I'm looking for a fellow nerd who is down to invest a bit of time and effort... and who also wants to walk as a team on the path of self improvement, healing, and growth. I'm not sure what else to say, but feel free to check out my post history to see my interests in action, I guess.
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2021.12.09 06:56 QuantumExpanderCode He got confused lol
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2021.12.09 06:56 secondsession Simplify |x+1| - |x-1| where -1 ≤ x <1
The answers at the end of the textbook say it's 2x and that's what a graphing calculator shows me, too, but... how do I get there?
I tried the following:
if x < 0: |-x+1| - |-x-1| = x+1 - (x-1) = x+1-x+1 = 2 if x > 0: |x+1| - |x-1| = x+1 - (x-1) = x+1-x+1 = 2
What am I missing here? Thanks in advance!
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2021.12.09 06:56 ajsy0905 Jeopardy! Season 38 TV Ratings as of Week 10 (Amy Schneider sealed her TOC qualification & Thanksgiving and Black Friday preemption)
Here is the TV ratings of Jeopardy! Season 38 as of Week 11:
Week 1 (Mike's only week as "permanent host"): 5.1
Week 2 (Mayim's 1st week as host): 5.4
Week 3 (Matt Amodio beat James Holzhauer's 32 game streak): 5.5
Week 4 (Matt Amodio's penultiamte week): 5.9
Week 5 (Matt Amodio ended his streak and Jonathan Fisher's swept the week): 5.7
Week 6 (Jonathan Fisher's Game 6-10): 5.6
Week 7 (Jonathan Fisher ended his streak and Tyler Rhode began his quest for a TOC spot): 5.5
Week 8 (Tyler Rhode qualified for 30th TOC): 5.6
Week 9 (Ken's return to the show and Andrew He began his quest for a TOC spot): 5.6
Week 10 (Andrew He qualified for 30th TOC and Amy Schneider began her quest for a TOC spot): 5.7
Week 11 (Amy Schneider qualified for 30th TOC & Thanksgiving Day & Black Friday pre-emptions): 4.4
Week 12 (Amy Schneider's Game 9-13 & beat Julia Collins' record in terms of total regular game winnings for a female champion): TBD
Week 13 (Professors Tournament Week 1): TBD
Week 14 (Professors Tournament Week 2): TBD
Season 38 Average: 5.455
Average TV Ratings for Mayim as host from Week 2-8: 5.600
Average TV Ratings for Ken as host from Week 9-11: 5.200
Source for Week 11:
I already expected to drop for Week 11 ratings due to Thanksgiving and Black Friday preemption.
This is the lowest this season and lowest week in a regular game since David Faber guest hosted the show (due to NBC's Tokyo Summer Olympic coverage) from the previous season.
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2021.12.09 06:56 s_btle Need info for travel
I want to travel to Penukonda in Andhra Pradesh from Bengaluru by road. Do I need a COVID negative certificate? Would I need one if I re-enter from Andhra?
I'm asking coz we need one to enter Karnataka from Kerala.
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2021.12.09 06:56 YouAreNotMeLiar The man who Nintendo sued for $1.6 MILLION
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2021.12.09 06:56 TRAcademy Bitcoin Technical Analysis for December 9, 2021 - BTC - PRICE UPDATE
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2021.12.09 06:56 Saitama_HQ Sidebar: Does anybody use Turo?
This isn't crypto related but it would be funded by my crypto profits so maybe a little related. I knew a guy who bought a few cars and started his own Turo rental fleet. I lost contact so I can’t ask him. I’m trying to find out how profitable it is or if it’s even worth it due to the pandemic. All helpful advice welcome.
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2021.12.09 06:56 DoctorSusanCalvin overview for oliverblack8
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2021.12.09 06:56 According-Storm-7266 Retroarch 1.9.14 M1 Mac - PSX Bettle Core crashes
I am trying to use Beetle PSX core latest version in Retroarch 1.9.14 Metal on a Macbook Air M1. It runs completly fine with Retroarch 1.9.14 Non Metal via Rosetta 2. However, every game I try with the Metal version simply crashes. Can you help me? Thank you in advance.
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2021.12.09 06:56 Gay_man_ almost challanger 2 xD
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2021.12.09 06:56 No-Ninja926 Who's this? (Wrong answer only)
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2021.12.09 06:56 Worsaae Jeff Bezos smoking crack
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2021.12.09 06:56 UsernamesIrrelevant FEC Votes to Allow Foreigners to Finance US Ballot Initiatives, Referendums, Recalls | Facts Matter
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2021.12.09 06:56 CarpenterEasy1220 Spanish Mix 2021 (=
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2021.12.09 06:56 snakedawgG What are Nioh 2 PC mods you'd like to see (or hope to see) in the future?
The Nioh 2 modding scene isn't the most vibrant or lively but it does have some very interesting things going for it.
One modder for example has made a mod that allowed players to play as enemies and bosses. Another modder has expanded Nioh 2's skills to allow for completely unique inputs (like holding block and then pressing aim to parry with Dual Swords).
What are some mods you hope can be made for Nioh 2 in the future (beyond the usual cosmetic mods)?
Personally, I'd love the following:
2021.12.09 06:56 F111_gang_gang in Mi-24 sight i should have had "this is a knife" be a vikher
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